JJ KiND single - Stark Mess of Darkness - Lyrics

From darkness and fright I breach into new light

More radiant than sun each new day

For there's a side of my shape that I just can't escape

And no one else can take it away

These dark fingers black

Creep their way up my back

And into my head to imbed

However I've paid, like the sultan who laid

In place of the hand, bread instead

I stuck by my vices, I took all advice

It's yin yang on a cold steel blade

But glory always potential till I fuck up my mental

And that slope increases its grade

First there's some problems

I'm desperate to solve em

But try as I might I can't find

A better decision to step out this prison

Created inside of my mind

As most problems go

Mount from mole hill it'll grow

Swells up till it's too big to fail

Step on one more raw crack or break camel's straw back

It'll cause my whole day to derail

Most muscles too tight

Joints just don't feel right

Migraine splits me between both my eyes

For we know the true stressors, these pressure aggressors

Make it a physical challenge to rise

I will find mine too

I will find mine too

But I can't find yours for you

No I can't, no I can't

That discovery of truth

Taste that sweet forbidden fruit

Yo this life is a trip and though I lose my grip

My ship's lost all wind in its sails

Ain't no tortoise and hare

Squares rarely play fair

More wary of the share of the snail

Got this hard shell to weather

This hell in together yo

Whether we're tethered or not

These silk strings they tie us but tall walls divide us

When money and fame is the plot

Partial piece of the puzzle

Globs of grease that we guzzle

Too far from original ways

Coexistence with earth got us twisted since birth

Lost our worth, fight for bright better days

Better days

Now we fight for better days

Better days

I will find mine too

I will find mine too

But I can't find yours for you

No I can't, no I can't

That discovery of truth

Taste that sweet forbidden fruit

See they don't want us to know

Who so deeply controls

Strings attached to our backs and our limbs

Cause shit if we did

We'd get up and grid

Lock down streets and stop singing these hymns

Resist these reptilians

Rise up in the millions

Civilians all for one cause

But humans get stuck

They just don't give a fuck

They're more comfortable tucked in glass jaws

I love you on a molecular level

I vow to spend the rest of our lives side by side

Through the heavens and hells of a world

That will only be outlast by the convergence of our souls

Escape to our secret hideaway

Don't even need a map

I know we'll always find our way

Compass in my heart and it's heavily weighted

Your magnetic pull got me positively rotated

Make gravity feel like it's being sedated

Lift off

I'm elevated might say even elated

Even higher than when I'm medicated

Higher even than Goliath to David

Always a stones throw

Tell me how it's gon' go

I vow to water this garden

I know its gon' grow

The least that I owe

Every piece you bestow

Increased the peace and the glow for our beast and lil Mo

Unspoken agreement now to giving it back

Pieces of their childhood that you didn't have

Affirmations echo kindest words ever said

How healing it is to watch me as a dad

And I can't thank you enough for the ways you've showed me your love

I believe with all my soul that what we've built here is tough

So when the worst of it crumbles and when push comes to shove

I know that this is what matters and the rest is just stuff

I love momma

I love mama

No I love momma

I love mama

No hey listen here you, I love momma

I, listen here you, I love mama

Life giver and we make our own reality

Even upriver

I'll paddle

You can count on me

I'd really rather just go with the flow

So smooth with you at the helm

No hyperbol

E-z to say it

More difficult to follow through

Gotta work forever

Can't grow much with all them hollow roots

Can't grow much when you eatin all the rotten fruit

Can't grow much till you heal that forgotten brute

Blood pumping

Singin like I'm N'syncope

You know ur my fav-right

Relish every mem-ry

Opposite of av-rage and love all of ya energy

You to me are an immense menagerie of similes

Beauty of the filigree like a delicate flower

But this teacup packs a punch like it's whiskey sour

Funny as hell

Crazy as a loon

Embedded in her power

Warrior with a womb

And I can't thank you enough for the ways you've showed me your love

I believe with all my soul that what we've built here is tough

So when the earth starts to rumble and the sky falls above

I know that this is what matters and that's more than enough

We have all been in the depths so deep

Tell 'em hell of a swim

Climb out but the step is steep

Each hill and valley vary

Must adjust technique

Community on line

Infinitely defined

If we intend to make this climb from the sea to the peak

Found a mystical map

My mind needs a compass or it's stuck in a trap

Bearly freed from the last bout

Dreamer's reality

Know it's greener but you need to spit the grass out

Gather all my gear

This is grab n go

Release the weight of fear and really let your passion show

They'll tell you it's irrational

But they can't comprehend the true power that your passion holds

Learn lessons leave less harm

Laparoscope is clean

Any society in which one rules

Revolution is eminent

Hope is seen

Here's the thing

Feels like I'm forming terra wrists

Earth punching specialist

Don't suppose I'll Everest

Somebody better call my therapist

Tell her I been ragin' river

Glacial run off Jage da liver

I'm blessed

We have all been in the depths so deep

Tell 'em it hell of a swim

Climb out but the step is steep

Each hill and valley vary

Must adjust technique

Community on line

Infinitely defined

If we intend to make this climb from the sea to the peak

Goat bellow for a Sherpa

Oh well, Hello Mike

Tend to ascend with friends up these hills on a tandem bike

Super psyched to snatch the mic

My walking stick on this mellow hike

I'm excited

Moon boots rising

Hue is bright red

On track

Cart explosive

Dynamite sticks

Can't tunnel through this tight schist

Metamorphic cocoon

Cliff metamorphosis

Verbal forest fire

Might say I'm reckless with this heat

Should I ever expire

Mountain of words to warm your feet

Need to inspire is dire

Still two wolves n plenty meat

Avalanche roarin' choir at bury helpless tourist speed

Through confusing canyons we ramble round

Base camp is yours to set but there's no map here to be found

We gotta let it blow (away)

The thought that someone else will show you how it's sposed to go

Listen I know

Cold grips hold

Don't fold

Behold

You're in control of this stroll of the soul so be bold

We have all been in the depths so deep

Tell 'em it hell of a swim

Climb out but the step is steep

Each hill and valley vary

Must adjust technique

Community on line

Infinitely defined

If we intend to make this climb from the sea to the peak

Listen

Gonna kick this off without knowing your position

Hope no opposition scope my proposition

Lemme just hop right in

Gonna stop might spin

Backdrop quite thin

Found thoughts frightening 

Dead darkness shrouds

Head in the clouds but can’t stop lightning

Middle of a field with a wet umbrella

Thought your love was under shield 

How’d they get your patella

Self-sealed full-Nelson 

Wrestled main Mandela

Was the cause your flaws

They may never tell ya

Tough shit

That’s it

Either way they’re gone

But it’s not your case

Safe space withdrawn

Set space with grace

Embrace the dawn

No boom box love songs on their lawn

Pawning off the memories is calming 

Newer energies keep falling into place installing call for future reveries

Default programs lost

Feels like centuries

Vault that shit if it’s against your tendencies 

But everyone deserves to find a new pair of eyes if the last one’s blind

Stagnation cannot serve the mind

I swear it’s wise to grow with kind 

We gotta do what we gotta do

You do you

We gotta see what its gonna be

I’ll do me

Broken locks can’t view the truth

Who knew

We need to be set free

That’s the key

Sometimes it doesn’t go as you planned 

Sometimes you only feelin love from a hand

So you seek love, sneak love contraband

Aggression & deception suffered secondhand

By youth but the truth i gained from every friend

It’s not cohesion but the time you spend

Adjacent roads not made to blend

So embarrassed when it’s parents that play pretend

You were partners at one time

Still be if done prime

Healing your dumb spine

Fill in the drum line

You’re not the sunshine

Shell and you’ll confine

Hell and the scum slime will seal your sometime

But new chapter revelation

Elevated station escaping escalation 

Decimate dictation, diluted desolation

Breathe deep *breath*

Hyper ventilation

Breathe again *breath*

You need all the oxygen you

Can feed to zen *breath*

Recede the speed of clocks within you

Persistently growing is the objective divine

Perpetual progress projects

Flawed by design

But intention we find 

It truly defines if sun shines from behind the maze of your pines

Empathy, human decency

Only acceptable proven frequency

Remove secrecy 

Respect equally

Never easy but we find solutions peacefully

Each journey has a path you may sail together

Held tight against the wrath and prevailed the weather

May have taken a vow but untying the tether

You were with them for now but you’re with you forever 

We gotta do what we gotta do

You do you

We gotta see what its gonna be

I’ll do me

Broken locks can’t view the truth

Who knew

We need to be set free

Now that’s the key

Most diversified

Ghost to curse your eyes

Host in worst disguise

Dozed immersed in vibes

Dictionary mind 

How do I identify?

KiND…and every single synonym that dope describes

Don’t know what you hoped to find

Not married to the game

I eloped it blind

Rodent quotient potent

Tail roped and tied

Aes fables off rails

Keep your throats inside

Cause you don’t want to lose your head

Sin su cabeza no más cervesa para usted

No poured lord in honor 

Ain’t no salute to the dead

Noggin replaced

Cog in its space 

Face gourd instead

If you can’t create your own then it’s left up to discovery

Lost my herring, knot my knees 

Fuck golden grails

Chopping up the shrubbery

I’m hopping mad

Stop this charade

Still got the best Hatt in this land

My smile Cheshire

Bottling wet fire

Suit revolutionary

No queen’s command

Cause you don’t want to lose your head

Sin su cabeza no más cervesa para usted

No poured lord in honor 

Ain’t no salute to the dead

Noggin replaced

Cog in its space 

Face gourd instead

Cause you don’t want to lose your head

Sin su cabeza no más cervesa para usted

No poured lord in honor 

Ain’t no salute to the dead

Noggin replaced

Cog in its space 

Face gourd instead